So, Im sitting at Starbucks, with head phones in my ears, yet no music playing and at the same time listening to all the random conversations that are being covered by the sound of Jack Johnson on the radio, o to be amongst people again. I think I randomly went through this phase of reminding myself why I was even here in New Jersey. I had this awful thought that I couldn't afford to go outside. I know I know crazy! But I had a conversation with the Lord one night, and put all these feelings of what it means to raise support, why I was in Jersey, why this was happening and I asked him to change my perspective on my situations that are ever so present in my life. The next day I ran to Shoprite to get something and ended up only getting to the redbox and getting the Move Soul Surfer!
I have heard a lot of opinions on this movie, but honestly I loved it! But with in the first like 10 mins its talking about changing perspectives! How we often get to close to something to be able to tell really what is under our noses.
Man, to step away from all the things that grab my attention and bring my day down, and just to put them in the real line up life. How so many of them are about the a test of faith, a test of love, a test of being a Godly women in a worldly world.
So I writing all this to Praise Him in the storm, to thank him for changing perspectives, and thanking him that he is the bridge out of everything.
Praise be to the one who saved my soul, who pursues me passionately day by day, and when I want to give up, he holds on tighter!
Night
